Sunday, August 09, 2009
我们都很好
当希望您能快乐变成相信您一定快乐
一年后的今天
怎么还是想念？
posted by QueenPig @ 10:11 PM
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Monday, January 26, 2009
It's different this year
Because he's not around anymore.And Grandma's in hospital, recuperating.
On a bright note, CNY is 'get-fat' week! :P
posted by QueenPig @ 1:20 AM
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Frustration
It frustrates me to no end when others don't understand the situation at home. Haven't they heard of 家家有本难念的经?Dirty linen are not to be put in public. If things are bad, what can one do except to put a brave front, smile as if there's nothing wrong, and simply hope things will be better?
And gosh, it's exactly people born with silver spoons (even gold, diamond and all kind of expensive spoons) who are capable of zero understanding of plights.
Sometimes, dramas are not just dramas. If you have looked at the MediaCorps variety show hosted by Quan Yifeng and Christopher Lee (the one where they helped poor and helpless families) and wondered where on earth the crew got such wonderful actors and actresses, please continue burying your head in the sand. Ostriches die young anyway.
I'm better off not rebutting. Because every single rebuttal draws more frustration on my part, and shows more ignorance on yours.
*Breathe in... Breathe out...*
posted by QueenPig @ 3:29 AM
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Someone's there...
There are times when you think nothing mattersThere are times when you think no one cares
There are times when you think no one understands
But all these times, there's someone there
Even when you think nothing matters
Even when you think no one cares
Even when you think no one understands
That someone, will still be there
So when the rain falls
And you do your little hopscotch
Or that little dance in that dark alley street
Just remember, there's someone there...
posted by QueenPig @ 2:16 AM
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
All girls want to be a princess!
Or at least to someone.
It may stem way back from childhood when we read about princesses and princes living happily ever after.
It may also be due to those pretty dresses that we were made to wear.
It may probably be explained by the little girl in us that calls and craves for "special treatment" and tender loving care.
Whatever the reason, all girls want to be treated like a princess by at least someone.
When she was young, that "someone" will be her dad. Little girls are always the princesses in their daddies' hearts.
Fetching her around, making sure she have enough to eat, bringing her to the beach to play and piggy-backing her to the doctor when she's sick/injured... All these little things show that she's the princess in his heart, that he will never turn her back on her, that he will always love her.
And when the girl grows up, someone else wants to take over that role. Fetch her around, make her happy, take care of her...
But sometimes that person forgets.
Afterall, who can be as selfless as one's parents?
posted by QueenPig @ 11:32 PM
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
A Hundred Days
亲爱的阿公，
您最近还好吗？不知不觉您已经离开我们一百天了。一百天说长不长，说短不短，但为什么这没有您的一百天在有您的数百天、数千天的相比之下这么漫长？
自从您走了以后，阿嬷家变得有点点的不一样。
以往，您会躺在客厅的地板上看新闻。
现在，客厅变得空荡荡的。
以往，您会叫我去喝Yakult。
现在，没有人会叫我去喝Yakult.
以往，您会用我听不懂的方言，叫我用功读书，不要乱交男女关系。
现在，只有记忆在回荡。
一百天里发生了许多事。敬宇上学了！虽然他有时还是哭着说不要上课，但他越来越聪明！Mummy心情也比较好一点，但还是看得出她很想念您，想念您打点话来跟敬宇聊天。
我梦到您跟我说叫Fabian吃饭(Fabian Koh, remember your meals!)。您也交代我把您不要的东西丢掉。到底是什么？
阿公，再来梦里继续跟我聊天吧。
posted by QueenPig @ 12:00 AM
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
No, this post is not about the sitcom F.R.I.E.N.D.S. It's about me. So if you're not interested, just click the X on the top right hand corner of your window.
At this point in life, friends are no longer as important as before. Sure, on a day to day basis, they still play an important role, but overall, it doesn't matter to me a much that they come and go.
Perhaps, it's because being my friend is tough. To be my best friend is even tougher.
I admit that I do have a set of rather high morals (relative to others, in this current day and age). To make things worse, I expect my friends to somewhat fall within those morals and my best friend(s) to fit most of the morals.
Some of them may seemed to fit initially. But over time, people change. Situations change. Their morals change. (This is what some of us call "flexible morals.")
And when they go, I'm left alone.
Disappointed.
Sometimes, ignorance is really bliss. Sure, I do treasure and care for my friends. I still want to be there for them in times of need. But there are some secrets that are so deep and dark that I prefer never to know of.
And then there's the case that I'm being accused.
It feels lousy when your friends, whom you think understand you, turn around and accuse you of things that they should know you'll never do.
Okay, that's a mouthful. Let's have an example.
For instance, you have a strong stand against pre-marital sex. But your friend think (and maybe spread) that you had sex with your boyfriend (and maybe not boyfriend. Just some guy). How innocent?!
My friendships are built on trust, time, love and loads more. And beneath all these, there're morals. Some traits that are against my morals (e.g. cheating in tests) can be tolerated and turned a blind eye towards (though I will nag and discourage such behaviour). Others like treasuring life and family, treating living things and relationships with care, and being firm in his/her grounds (when they are ethically right) are harder to be compromised.
Then again, it's based on my morals. How selfish can I get?
posted by QueenPig @ 12:27 AM
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I miss Ah Gong
Ah Gong, where are you? :(Labels: emo
posted by QueenPig @ 9:29 AM
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Thursday, October 02, 2008
I want (prefer?) a man...
Who isn't afraid to hold my hands in front of his friends;Who do what is right, even though it may be unpopular.
Who will wear the wedding band to work.
I want a man who knows the importance of all these small little things. Because it's the little things that count.
posted by QueenPig @ 9:39 PM
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Losing appetite
I guess many girls will want to be in my shoes. I've been losing appetite (and thus weight) since school started in August. I still force myself to eat, but I don't really enjoy the food anymore.Yes, I can still tell if the food is nice (or not). But it doesn't matter.
In fact, I have so little appetite that I dread meeting up with people for lunch/dinner/supper. That will put me in the spot of having to eat.
So yea people, stop asking me to eat. If you're dating me out for lunch/dinner/supper, I wouldn't be there. :X
posted by QueenPig @ 12:10 PM
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Ignorance is bliss
It's good to be realistic, but sometimes, when the matter doesn't even concern you, ignorance is bliss.Labels: emo
posted by QueenPig @ 12:17 AM
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
It's for life
I'm 22. He's 84.
I'm his grand-daughter for 22 years.
I remember the times when I will run down the long corridor, just to see you sitting at the steps, play cards and waiting for our arrival.
I remember the times when I was young and stayed over at the house, happily messing up the sofa's cushions.
I remember the times when you tempted me with bottles of Yakult.
I remember the soft, chewy candies that must always be there during Chinese New Year, because I like them.
I remember the kuehs, nuts and other yummy stuff you always buy for me.
I remember the 'Heng Hua Bee Hoon' that you cook during Chinese New Year.
I remember you asking me to study hard and get a degree.
I remember the cacti you have which are always long, skinny and tall, just like you.
I remember your hands in mine.
I remember the last look you gave me when I said "Ah Gong, I'm here."
He's 84. I'm 22.
He's my grandpa for life.
Thanks for waiting for me to return. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful mum. Thanks for everything.
I'm his grand-daughter for 22 years.
I remember the times when I will run down the long corridor, just to see you sitting at the steps, play cards and waiting for our arrival.
I remember the times when I was young and stayed over at the house, happily messing up the sofa's cushions.
I remember the times when you tempted me with bottles of Yakult.
I remember the soft, chewy candies that must always be there during Chinese New Year, because I like them.
I remember the kuehs, nuts and other yummy stuff you always buy for me.
I remember the 'Heng Hua Bee Hoon' that you cook during Chinese New Year.
I remember you asking me to study hard and get a degree.
I remember the cacti you have which are always long, skinny and tall, just like you.
I remember your hands in mine.
I remember the last look you gave me when I said "Ah Gong, I'm here."
He's 84. I'm 22.
He's my grandpa for life.
Thanks for waiting for me to return. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful mum. Thanks for everything.
posted by QueenPig @ 10:11 PM
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Friday, August 15, 2008
真的
真的 - 张韶涵我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
很不相同
想要说
却还沉默
伸出手
无法触碰
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走
Labels: emo
posted by QueenPig @ 3:19 PM
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Friday, August 08, 2008
Taped and disjointed
There are some things I want to write about, but I can't.Some thoughts, some feelings, if you know about them, you might be shocked. But it's not always I feel this way, and they may not accurately portray what kind of person I am.
I have no idea when I start to have things I don't/can't/shouldn't tell others. I have no idea why I'm feeling so stressed up, so... pent up, and so... pendulating.
The peace over-ridden by fear - but fear doesn't serve to be my motivation.
I feel like an over-stretched rubber band.
Maybe I need help. Maybe, just maybe I'm already no longer on the brink of insanity.
'Cos I already am.
P.S. I think it's that me trying to hide in the shell, alone, again. Any help will be brutally rejected, even though unintentionally. To you, I say sorry...
Labels: emo
posted by QueenPig @ 12:33 AM
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I AM BACK!
YOHOZ PIGGIES!I AM HOME HOME HOME!!
P.S. I LOVE BLUE SKIES! ^^
Labels: emo, GIP, NTU, Shanghai, Singapore
posted by QueenPig @ 11:11 PM
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Friday, June 27, 2008
Her Majesty announces a week-long holiday throughout Piggidom
Her Majesty, the QueenPig of Piggidom, will be celebrating her birthday alongside the whole kingdom this week.This is a public notice that all fellow piggies are to go into celebration mode, eat, sleep and be merry. Happiness and love are to fill the air! Anger and sadness are to be swept out of the kingdom for at least a week.
Meanwhile, the administration at Piggidom will also be joining in the fun. Non-piggies of Piggidom are welcomed to partake in the celebrations and to tolerate the messy official website.
Lotsa love,
Ai Ling
P.S. I love all of you! ^^
posted by QueenPig @ 9:32 AM
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
1st Anniversary
时间过得好快。一转眼，一年又过去了。
不知道你最近还好吗？
想到去年的这个时候，我也不知道到底发生了什么事。 甚至，我不知道四年里到底发生了什么事。
只记得有喜、有悲，不记得为何喜、为何悲。
只记得以泪洗脸的日子，不记得为何哭泣。
只记得那句“你曾经爱过我吗？”；为何仍然那样痛心？
谢谢你让我成长。
谢谢你让我学会思念。
也谢谢你让我走。
也许，一切都是命运中的安排。
还是同样一句话：我只希望你快乐。
Labels: emo
posted by QueenPig @ 11:09 AM
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Happy Daddy's Day!
Happy Daddy's Day!I love you, Daddy! Be healthy, okay? ^^
*hugs and kisses*
posted by QueenPig @ 12:00 AM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I need to laugh
Maybe my "laughing spot" in hall can help.
posted by QueenPig @ 4:53 PM
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Taggy Quiz
Thanks to my beloved mortal, Jinhua, here's my first taggy quiz... >.<-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Rules of the Taggy Quiz:
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. Here are my answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
That will depends on who the 3rd party is. But whether or not the 3rd party is someone I know, no chances will be given; a break-up is inevitable.
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Eh... my dreams are fictional. It'll be pretty scary if they really come true!
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Large garden will a soft breeze blowing gently. Simple affair without sharks' fin soup or abalone. Basically, it's a garden wedding with buffet and champagne. Plenty of fun and laughter! ^^
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes and no.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Someone whose flaws I can live with, someone who understands me without me saying much. Actually, someone whom I love. :P
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
Loving someone. Double blessings if requited.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
This is a weird question!
If that person haven't appear, I'll wait till he appears (since true love is worth waiting for)!
If he's around and single, I'll wait till I make him mine!
If he's around and attached/married/gay, then I wouldn't even bother loving him lah!
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
See above. I wouldn't like someone who doesn't like me first. And if he's attached (not to me) and still likes me, he's automatically out of consideration. Unfaithfulness is intolerable.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Loads. I think I lost my laughter, innocence and optimism somewhere. At some point in time, when I look back at this, I hope I find them back.
#10. What do you want most in life?
Home, family and love pretty sums up everything.
#11. Is being tagged fun?
Yes and no.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Still young, maybe with kids (either own or adopted, which will still be own). As for career, I hope it's something to do with PR, or research. And hopefully, I can somehow contribute back to the society in terms of community involvement.
#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
Mum.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Smart, good in Chinese, caring friend, wonderful mortal and a deep thinker.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I used to think married and poor would be my choice. But I think single and rich is so much more attainable.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
Need I say more? A piglet, of course!
#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
Regret; knowing things that you don't want to know; have too much time on hand.
#18. What kind of person do u think u are?
I'll like to think that I'm independent. And yes, I do think I have alot of love to give and share around. ^^
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
When nothings seems right and not even chocolates and bubble tea can make my day better. Oh, and when I constipate and suffer from lack of sleep (i.e. this means less than 8 hours of sleep. 10 hours optimum).
#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be?
Sad to say, I'll choose none, except family.
The 8 lucky people to be tagged are Airen Siew Chin, Son Alvin, Ivan, AYY, Nice Girl Chauking, Jing the Great, Honey, Guo Liang the Angel, and Lays Potato Chips.
posted by QueenPig @ 9:50 AM
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